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"Reagan is our new President."
"I am sick now but am glad maybe he will get something done."
Nov. ? 1980
"We did not win over all roadshow this year (to them) to us we did win and always will be winners."
Nov. 24, 1980
"zzzzziggyzzzzziggy
Such a sleepy day the sun didn't even wake up!
[Then I write with a lot of hic-ups between words because apparently I had hic-ups all day]
"Slight ATTACKING WORKS!"
"Tina's Room -- done. Blankets hidden"
"Raymond bombarded with pillows"
"How Fun. Still FHE left for fun--" [Family Home Evening"]
Nov. 26, 1980
"Tomorrow's Thanksgiving we're going to watch The Sound of Music. YEAHH! Don't know where we are going." [I did report later that we did not go to Grandma's]
Nov. 30 [A "good day" with a rather dramatic sounding entry]
"Dad left otherwise it was a good day. [Dad went back to work in a different city]. It's really time for bed- and I'd really be glad to go- except I'm so scared of tomorrow. I really just don't know. I dread the clash of hate and anger waiting for me at the door, or peace and love whatever they feel like - either M or K or L will be in a bad mood. Really, I think M hates me - and for good reason and maybe K - L doesn't that's part of the reason they might dislike me.
I just don't know any more. I admit L. and I said things we shouldn't have - and I'm sorry but OHHH
Also ALGEBRA YUKK My teacher I think hates me and must - along with everyone think I'm dumb - but for good reason - maybe I am.
I must have a little brains in me - I wish I could understand everything well maybe someday - and I wish - well I do (have someone to really talk to)"
*I think it's interesting how often I throw around the word hate. I can't imagine that anybody actually hated me, and I also don't think I was dumb, except that I called myself that a lot! Ah the drama of a teenage girl!
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