A few years ago a friend asked me to go somewhere with her. I really did not want to go, but I went anyway. I felt so grumpy! And for some reason I had the scripture in my mind that says, "...if a man being evil giveth a gift, he doeth it grudgingly; wherefore it is counted unto him the same as if he had retained the gift..." (Moroni 7:8). This just made me more grumpy! Here I was trying to do something nice and I felt like somehow I was being called evil -- and that it didn't count! That didn't seem fair.
I know that life isn't about collecting enough good check marks to get to heaven, but my interpretation of the scripture in relation to this incident bothered me. Finally, after all this time, I studied this scripture more carefully. Grudgingly in the dictionary is defined as "reluctantly or resentfully". I don't think I was resentful about going, but I was reluctant! As I studied I looked at context, and at the scriptures in the footnotes, and I came to the conclusion that grudgingly in this case meant without a heart towards God or without a willingness to do His will.
I realized that the intention behind our actions is critical, and love should be behind any gift. I went with my friend when I didn't really feel like it because I love her, and I thought it was the kind thing to do. I did feel like I gave this gift grudgingly, but I feel better knowing that Heavenly Father knows my heart, and His judgment is fair.
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