Wednesday, October 13, 2021

Getting Out of My Own Way

 

God is good, and His creations, including all of us, have beauty to share.

The other night I started to go down the proverbial rabbit hole again.  I have a tendency to start wondering (for the millionth time) what my purpose is.  Would my husband be better off without me?  Does my family really need me?  Would people really miss me?  

God is good.  When I was struggling with this same kind of thing one day I decided to ask Heavenly Father, and then open the scriptures to see what he had to say.  A lot of times I think we really need to put some effort into getting answers, but this time I opened right to the scripture I needed, and so the other night I reminded myself that I know.  I know that my husband would not be better off without me and that I have a purpose in his life.  I know that my family really needs me and that I have a whole slew of family and friends who would miss me.  I know that I can contribute good things.  But first I have to get out of my own way.

How is that?  Well, when my thoughts start swirling, I need to remember not to focus on those thoughts, but to focus instead on what Heavenly Father says, and what Jesus said and did.  I find their words comforting, enlightening, and inspiring.  God does answer prayers.  We all have a purpose.  We are needed, wanted, and loved.  On top of all of that, even if we are sick, or bedridden, or tired, or overburdened, we have something good to contribute to the world.